If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden

It's been a while since i blogged about this person, i guess it's just time to get my feelings off my chest once more,

well i saw him for the first time in ages today, it might have only been for a lesson but, urrgh, it was great! we were stood next to each other in the doorway and to be that close to him felt amazing, i might have been expressionless on the outside but inside i just felt 110%! he is as cute as the last time i saw him.. if not more :X

He moved up a set with me, which i'm both please and a little dissapointed about, like i'm please cause i can see him and maybe hopefully move a bit closer and talk! but also a little dissapointed cause it spoils mine one of ma "sistaaas" plans ;) also he has a few more mates in there so it's gonna be harder.

I did miss him the over the holidays but not as much as i thought i would, we chatted a couple of times over the holidays, i love getting that rush of emotion when i talk to him, he's so nice to me and i do hope maybe it can progress before we leave high school...

In all seriousness i do love him (1 year and 4 months :X) and as much as i have tried i can't move on but that is ok now "Love is not a waste of time" i really wish we could be together because everytime i see him or talk to him i'm just knocked off my feet, he makes me feel so special and i've never felt this way before, about anyone, i've never wanted anything more, and i wish i had him, i going to try my best with him while i still can to make sure i don't sit there at the end of it all and think "What if?"