This has been on my mind for a while, i was on this site and it was the day where we are meant to wear purple as a remembrance to gay teenagers who committed suicide because of being bullied and on this particular site people of course supported the idea whereas others were like "why should gays get a day?" "fat people are bullied aswell" "they didn't have to commit suicide"
Do you know what i say to that?? B*******t! lets take the example of fat people, yes people do get bullied for there weight but you know what? you can CHANGE! if you don't want to be bullied anymore don't sit in the corner stuffing your face that won't get you anywhere! go out there and running on a treadmill or something and change your life.
Gay people can't do that, they are bullied and abused for what they are, they can't change who they are because it isn't a choice you bitches out there may think it is but we can't choose to be gay, I'm gay myself and I've experienced bullying all my life, everyday i get it, it's almost a treat! when there is a day i don't get called a "gay freak" "gay cunt" "faggot" or getting told to go die, dealing with being gay is hard enough, coming out having all these feelings, where is your fat you can change
don't go all "BUT SOMEONE MIGHT HAVE AN ILLNESS THAT MAKES THEM FAT" yeah that's like 5% of the fat population kty... maybe we should have a special day for people that have a big nose who get bullied! or maybe people that have no teeth who get bullied, because they obviously feel the same as a gay person who gets abuse day in day out, YEAH RIGHT!
Show a bit of respect for the gay teenagers (there F'ing kids for gods sake) and there families who have gone through this ordeal, and if you're sat here reading this and your 'fat' go out there and change your life, stop making people feel sorry for you, and be a bit more respectful.
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About Me
- Joe xx
- "No matter what age you are, or what your circumstances might be, you are special, and you still have something unique to offer. Your life, because of who you are, has meaning." my life has been anything but "normal" being a gay teenager is hard but i get through it, my friends are just stunning people and i love them so much <3 when i'm older i'd love to rule the world becuase i would make everything covered in glitter and amazingness... on a smaller scale i would totally be interested in Journalism or Travel, problem with me is i can't decide! so these blogs give in insight into my thoughts and feelings, blogging is an escape for me, where i can just post how i feel <3
Thursday, 21 April 2011
Thursday, 7 April 2011
Chasing Pavements
should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements even if they lead nowhere?...
it's a question i've had to keep asking me recently, i mean after liking a guy who isn't gay and has a girlfriend for a year you need a wake up slap. I'm in a tough time and i'm stuck on the fence right now, i can honestly say i don't know what to do..
Why does there have to be boundries? why do Gay/Straight/Bi exist, why can't anyone love anyone no matter what gender, it annoys me so much that i can't be with this amazing, truly amazing guy (i can't even think of a word to describe him) who cares for me, who stands up for me, who treats me right, all because he isn't gay that pretty much the only reason, it isn't fair :/
I'm only at high school many of you would say "get over yourself" your too young for love, or "how do you even know your gay" and maybe your right, maybe i'm too young to be going to this but i disagree. I wish i didnt have to deal with this, but being loved up for a year, A YEAR! thats a really long time to be going after someone..
Should i give up? probably i should, i made a friend through this and for me that is enough, i am so happy with that because i haven't lost him and he has told me some deep things and i've told him some deep things.. or should i just keep on chasing pavements? probably not because i know this wont lead anywhere but i still like him anyway, i can't help who i fall in love with, theres only so much i can say on a blog but i really want him, i've never wanted anything more, i'm lonely and i want him to be mine, even if they lead nowhere.. again the probably wont lead anywhere
as usual i just blog my feelings down, i'm going on holiday soon so i'm sure that will help clear my head, but i'm just a mess right now and i hate, i really hate telling people this, the reality of my situation, i'm not a strong person i can't move on.. i will probably be sat here next year writing a second anniversary on how i cant be strong enough to let go,
i might seem pretty down but i have to keep my head up and i will go far, i have him as a FRIEND :D and that is amazing! i know "i didnt ask for the life i was given, but i was given it nonetheless and with it i'm doing my best!" i'm glad i have him to talk to, HIm of all people!
your pretty confused reading this one paragraph i'm a depressed bitch then another i'm jumping for joy, but thats what my life is like at the moment, i even blogged more than once this month! ikr? well nearly ;) big stuff... i guess thats it for now, there is so much more but there are things you just dont post here, anyone could be reading!
it's a question i've had to keep asking me recently, i mean after liking a guy who isn't gay and has a girlfriend for a year you need a wake up slap. I'm in a tough time and i'm stuck on the fence right now, i can honestly say i don't know what to do..
Why does there have to be boundries? why do Gay/Straight/Bi exist, why can't anyone love anyone no matter what gender, it annoys me so much that i can't be with this amazing, truly amazing guy (i can't even think of a word to describe him) who cares for me, who stands up for me, who treats me right, all because he isn't gay that pretty much the only reason, it isn't fair :/
I'm only at high school many of you would say "get over yourself" your too young for love, or "how do you even know your gay" and maybe your right, maybe i'm too young to be going to this but i disagree. I wish i didnt have to deal with this, but being loved up for a year, A YEAR! thats a really long time to be going after someone..
Should i give up? probably i should, i made a friend through this and for me that is enough, i am so happy with that because i haven't lost him and he has told me some deep things and i've told him some deep things.. or should i just keep on chasing pavements? probably not because i know this wont lead anywhere but i still like him anyway, i can't help who i fall in love with, theres only so much i can say on a blog but i really want him, i've never wanted anything more, i'm lonely and i want him to be mine, even if they lead nowhere.. again the probably wont lead anywhere
as usual i just blog my feelings down, i'm going on holiday soon so i'm sure that will help clear my head, but i'm just a mess right now and i hate, i really hate telling people this, the reality of my situation, i'm not a strong person i can't move on.. i will probably be sat here next year writing a second anniversary on how i cant be strong enough to let go,
i might seem pretty down but i have to keep my head up and i will go far, i have him as a FRIEND :D and that is amazing! i know "i didnt ask for the life i was given, but i was given it nonetheless and with it i'm doing my best!" i'm glad i have him to talk to, HIm of all people!
your pretty confused reading this one paragraph i'm a depressed bitch then another i'm jumping for joy, but thats what my life is like at the moment, i even blogged more than once this month! ikr? well nearly ;) big stuff... i guess thats it for now, there is so much more but there are things you just dont post here, anyone could be reading!
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